Saturday, January 30, 2010

cold blue...

my hands are freezing
unlike the river flowing through me
pebbles and lava
fire and hell
sliding from one heart chamber
to the next
a snake
melting all that I am
in its way

my hands are freezing
you hold them
too tight perhaps
I can’t stop thinking
that there’s nothing
than my hands
right now
but your gaze

Sunday, January 24, 2010

U turn

some people driving on motorways
do unexpected U-turns
and somehow
on that very split second
(before you curse and call them names!)
you envy them.
you envy them for the pure and utter honesty
spreading inside their brain
like swastika in Europe 1939

and although
all written-by-man laws
would condemn them
(and condemned they will be!)
there’s that one
the one no one’s talking about
the one you would follow
on your motorway
on a sunny winter day
like this
for example...

Sunday, January 10, 2010

10th of January 2010 (ready, steady, go!)

10th of January, Milky Way, Earth, Europe, UK, England, London, Lee, Upwood Road, sitting room...

Bloody freezing!


No need to panic...Life is not a box of chocolates but a skating rink at the moment.
I slide from one day to the next on shorter breaks of light and memories of summer and smells of BBQs.

New resolutions? Do you really want to know them? Sure:

* Happiness, if you hear me hit me as hard as you can, whenever you can, as soon as you can, as merciless as you fancy...I shall not dodge any of your punches or kicks or bullets, in fact I’ll run towards anything you throw at me. I promise! (‘call meee!’)

* A glass of Cabernet! (what do we say?) – NOW!

Thank you..:)

So, here it is…Another year!!!!!… says my calendar, my personal alarm, my mobile phone, my lap top, my passport, my husband, my children, my Mum, my diary, my friends, my microwave, my colleagues, my cousins, my driving license…

‘says who?’ – asks a voice inside my head...'

‘I like you, whoever you are...muwahahaha’…