Saturday, September 10, 2011

C&C&C

Correspondents by Carol Ann Duffy
(read by Corina Papouis)


Friday, September 09, 2011

dusk till dawn till dusk



her face too subdued 
(don't you think?)
her hands too small 
her ears in the right place
unlike her eyebrows, her nose and her mind
her back? a pack of bones
holding hopes at night
and that!dress
in the morning
she should eat more
no, less
no
her chin never moves
never moves
she sometimes does this with that
sometimes she doesn’t
sometimes she doesn’t?
she never ever.
could she be closer?
could she be further away? (yes, just there would be fine)
could she crawl?
[grin]
what? she didn’t, did she?
her eyes don’t blink 
her roses dead
her tires low
her zipper undone
her roast dry
her life 


..they are rating

Thursday, August 11, 2011

E.T. - [DC] - A DreamWorks production poem

vreau
o viaţă Steven Spielberg
unde eroina principală cade de pe cal
şi o femeie oarecare se ridică, işi dă jos costumul, ia banii şi pleacă
vreau să-mi rezolv toate chestiunile sufleteşti cu un singur fax
fără psihanaliză, cabernet şi google
vreau să-mi tai venele din dragoste necondiţionată şi să sîngerez un kilogram de ketchup
vreau să alerg înaintea dinozaurilor
să mă caţăr pe gardul electric şi să le fac cu mîna
vreau să cunosc marţieni şi oameni cu capul vînăt
de care să nu mă mai sperii,
cu care să ronţăi floricele de porumb şi să beau Grolsch
vreau navete spaţiale, elicoptere şi motociclete Ducati cu super blasting powers
0 trafic, capiche?
vreau cît mai multe trucaje
delfini în cadă
aurore boreale de 3 ori pe zi
a touch-screen heart
şi Johnny Depp înainte de micul dejun
vreau scenariul complet în original
un creion roşu şi un megafon
prin care uneori
să strig din fundul plămînilor
CUT!

Sunday, August 07, 2011

Reality check (poem on Tramadol si Naproxen)



pierdut control picior sting
acum dau cu el
in cel drept
in drepturile lui
in tot ce se poate tine la piept
in portelan
in pasari
in cuvinte
mai ales in I-ul de la iubire
in pereti. 
pina ce crapa si 
navaleste lumina
lumina ce ne ardea ochii si buzele
lumina ce ne cauterizeaza inima si 
camerele ei umplute cu
aia si aia
si rumegus

pierdut control picior sting
in fata portii sarutului
degeaba se ride sau se plinge
in tribune si in fotolii 
acasa si pe teren
cu seminte scuipate pe piept
cu buze umflate
si maieul ridicat peste burta
rezultatul este acelasi

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

din greseala
din amor
din frica
din ura
din suflet
din totdeauna
din dorinta de 
a asculta cu urechea
pieptul adversarului, pina nu mai misca din degetul ala mic
de a-i vedea singele prelins din timpanul plin de soapte

pierdut control picior sting
cine il gaseste este rugat
sa-l pastreze



definitiv

Sunday, June 05, 2011

Ra

(..’only dream I ever have is the surface of the sun…every time I shut my eyes is always the same’ - Sunshine)

hey, creatures of earth
I'm off to the sun
I’m packing up light,
no tooth brush, no gun
farewell weeks and years of earthly chores
I'm letting go now
my gravity's yours

the rocket is ready I'm happy to say
a heart and two wings
and a ticket one way

people are waving
their faces look numb
I smile and I show them
that up is my thumb

fear not for my future
full of fire and heat
I'll be hugging the light
while you'll lie or you'll cheat

10 9 8 7
I'm ready to go
6 5 4 3
this countdown's too slow
2
1
then
lift off
my God, what a blast
I'm coming I'm coming
behind me just dust

I'm passing the moon, the mysterious stone
good bye and farewell
hope you're happy alone

adieu, adieu
oh, muses of mine
I'm wishing you well
in my last hour rhyme

don't cry, I am smiling and that's all I can say
I’d be writing you letters and notes on the way
I'd be drawing you charts, as my words melt like butter
but the papers would burn and their ashes would flutter

I’m close, oh, so close
I’m finally there
what do I see?
is what no man would dare


***

as you stare at the sun
on a beautiful day
on a little blue planet
many light-years away
just smile for no reason
for I could be a ray


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

You jump


..
I jump
in deep water
not to cross the ocean
not to compete with the killer whales
or the great white sharks
not to find the biggest pearl in the world
or Nemo
not to solve the mysteries of Titanic
or the secret of alternative life
not to understand about sand
and seagulls and sailors
and the goodness of algae
not to watch the Spanish dancers
or the dolphins
or the corral grow
not to feel the salt climbing into my pores
and the big blue flooding my senses
I jump
in deep water
just to be with you
wet, under, holding.

our hands and our breaths
..

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Optimus Anonymous


as birds scratch the sky
so the clouds can bleed
feathers and fear
over a world in greed
we watch with our hands
soft and ready to kill
for whatever we love
or the secrets we seal

collapsed in the same
cull de sack of the mind
thoughts linger alone
in the land of the blind
we never surrender
when sick and in love
become pure and tender
in God’s hand a dove

and good lies in bad
when the worse fills our hope
are you ready to die?
are you ready to cope?

without knowing how
you can never succeed
so release your birds
so your clouds can bleed

Saturday, April 02, 2011

Issues




laid on the table
love looks rather silly
naked
wobbly
feelings spreading inside a
soft white belly
in knots
ticklish ears
weakness at the knees
no eye contact
muddled words
sweaty palms
you put the knife down
and say
to yourself
‘is this it?’
then
you go out
as you do
and slam the door
with the ‘gone for lunch’ sign
hanging on the outside
so all can see
all but love

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Open letter


hi there God,
I’m here @ your mercy as usual
no, I’m not alone
although at times
I feel like a balloon of emotions
in a world of pins 


I haven’t got much time
(‘here we go again’ you must think)
they say you don’t have either
although yours is a bit of an eternity, isn’t it?
but who am I to judge?(who am I full stop?)



and no, this is not a prayer.
(I bet you had enough of: God, please this, God please that)
and we’re not friends 
on face book or anything
so
I’m not even asking for forgiveness
as my sins are in progress
and you know it
(don’t you?)



I was just wondering,
with my human mind,
which separated from the soul you gave me a while ago (God, it seems ages now!)
sums up to 0
so, I was wondering
about the schedule
of my personally designed Bang (nosy me!)
my Nokia diary, full of daily tasks or endless ‘to do’ lists could squeeze in the time, the date even the minute 
my minute!
(Nokias are great! The one I have now has blue tooth and GPS and a 12 megapixel camera with video editing. Yes! I know! A M A Z I N G!)
so



go oooon!



I could really look the part, you know?
the day before
I could care and sing more than I usually do
I could smell flowers, drive over the limit and smile at the cameras on the M25
please others, kiss,
dance tango (which I’m really not good at!)
roll in the grass and hug people I know nothing about
possibly resist temptation (I’m not good at that either!)
and defeat the feeling of: ‘what I want - I get’
(or at least try!)
for,
(what I gather, from your sources)
I do quite a lot of and
it kind of rocks a few boats in the waters of heaven



well, better dash,
you know me (better than anyone, I say!) 
always on the go
give me a sign, 
and my love 
to JC



all yours, God, all yours,



me



x

Saturday, March 05, 2011

Cold guitar



and when I wish it to be true
one more time
just this once
the universe listens
and sends down its moons
wrapped up in sonatas
these fingers searching and searching
will they find me?
deep down
where the ropes end
where the light is thin
like a last breath
like a string
stretched beyond death
in a perfect tune
me,
this piece of wood


...to Daddy